Hi All
I know, that you know (if you get my drift) that long periods of silence from me usually means that things aren't going well, I can't honestly say that they are going brilliantly but on the other hand I usually report major disasters too and thankfully (so far) their haven't been many of those either :)
I had a lucky break on Monday as I stayed the same (lucky after my uncontrolled binge on Wednesday & less than perfect week afterwards!!) - but in truth I'm really fed up as in 11 weeks since 9th Jan I've lost the grand total of 2lbs, which when you're me and want to lose about 5 stone is pretty pathetic.
I'm not the only person struggling, but, as I pointed out to my son this week when he told me he wasn't the only one to get into trouble at school for talking, I'm the only one who can do something about it (me and my weight - rather than him & his talking!!)
I have often considered jaw-wiring (but not sure how you talk!!), bariatric surgery (too scared), going back to Cambridge Diet (not a good idea health-wise for me now) etc but I know that getting to grips with SW is the best route forward and I need to persevere.
I also know that the more I lose the more motivated I am, I even think I'm starting to get to grips with why I over eat, but when push comes to shove(l) all that is meaningless if I don't control what goes into the space between my nose & my chin!!!
Rant over..........................
This is a short blog as the lovely Natasha is about to come and do my nails, waxing & pedicure (I know decadent in the middle of Friday afternoon!) and tonight we are going to my sister to celebrate my gorgeous nieces 18th birthday. Food will be lovely and there will be too many observers to do any damage!!!
Have a nice day all.
Lisa xx
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